About me

I am a 41 year old woman who now lives in Danderyd, Sweden. I am very passionate about introspection & spirituality and have been so for many years. My own self-search journey started in 2006 in Santa Rosa, California and I have studied everything that has crossed my path within this field.

I have written a book “Put down that sandwich & start feeding your soul” about my self-search journey and I have also taken a long break so that things could fall into place. I have overcome the fears that were standing in my way and I know that all big things have had small beginnings. But it is not until now that it finally hit me that it is only here within this field that I  become complete.This is where I am meant to be. I have shared my stories and experiences with some of my closest friends and they've all been genuinely interested in what I have to say but it is not until now that I feel ready and mature to share my experiences and knowledge with the rest of the world.

I have by choosing the scenic route understood that my own happiness and fulfillment can only be digested if I choose to share my knowledge with others. Now at the age of 41 I feel comfortable standing in my own truth and I feel ready to show the world who I really am and what I really believe in.

Today I am certain that there is more to life than what appears in front of us. Today I know that the universe is an endless energy force that goes far beyond our reality as we know it. I would like to challenge you to stop living a life in the shadow of the life that you were meant for. I would like to help you discover the power and creativity that awaits you behind your mental barriers.

I truly do believe that our happiness has to be shared before it can be fully consumed.

Here follows an excerpt from my book:

 "PUT DOWN THAT SANDWICH & START FEEDING YOUR SOUL"

Do you believe that things in life just happen out of the blue or by chance? Or do you believe that there are no coincidences and that there is a meaning to what is happening around you? I believe that every specific incident good or bad is trying to direct us in one way or another so that we can get closer to our main purpose.

My self-search journey started out as me being curious about the law of attraction which then avalanched into several different directions. One of them being me on a quest of finding out who I really am (my essence) but the further down I went on this path of finding myself the closer it brought me to the knowledge that I was viewing and interpreting our reality in a very limited way.

I am an impatient child of the 70’s and I am used to the quick fix answers and solutions. My discovery has been anything but quick and with no real borders and boundaries. One thing blends into another. It feels as if I have been standing in the middle of a snow globe (one of these toy glace globes that come with a snowy winter landscape that you are supposed to shake around). I have shaken this snow globe by embarking on this journey and I’ve watched how my reality (as I knew it back then) has been turned up side down and shaken all around. I have watched how all my values and beliefs about myself and life have been tossed up into the air and how they’ve swirled around me and landed in the most unexpected places. I have through this journey of mine got glimpse of what this expanded reality is. We are so much more than what most of us believe us to be. Most of us are not aware of this fact and are only using a fraction of our entire capacity.

This book is for all of you who’ve lost yourselves along the walk of life and are now trying to find a meaningful way back to your authentic selves. It will be a magical and inspiring journey which will hopefully lead you to your path of finding your TRUE HAPPINESS. Don’t compromise or negotiate IT once you do find IT. Find the courage to go after IT instead.

Keep in mind that the turning point in the lives of most people who have succeeded usually came at the moment of some deep crisis, through which they were introduced to their authentic selves. This is where you’ll find the purest expression of who you really are doing whatever you are supposed to do for the better of mankind.

I can now see that we are meant to understand the nature of who we really are and only by manifesting it outward can we find our true happiness, peace of mind and fill this void that we feel inside of us. I believe that this void has an important function. It is actually telling us that it is time to go looking for our true happiness. As we do so we will soon detect that things around us will change for the better.

What I now know for certain is that I want to share my experience and story with you dear reader. I want to show you that life is meant to be so much more beautiful and colorful than what we could ever possibly imagine it to be. This self-search journey of mine has also showed me that the world of our consciousness is far more mysterious and influential than what most of us imagine it to be.

“When patterns are broken, new worlds emerge” – author & musician Tuli Kupferberg.

I hope that you will enjoy reading this book as much as I have enjoyed telling you my story.

I wish you Love and Light along your journey.

Negar